04
Dec
2018

Desolate. Exhausted.

| 04 December 2018
I have been feeling up and down for the past few days. I feel so alone. I need someone to talk to but it feels like nobody's there to listen.

My mom listens but always finds a way to rebuke me.

Others turn a deaf ear, deliberately or unintentionally I am not sure.

I want to scream, scream so loud.

No voice comes out.

Then I feel like I am a slave to my job.

People think that I am paid more than I should. Or that the work I do does not compensate to the amount of money I am paid.

Now I feel like a slave.

No matter how hard I work, it seems not enough.

I am tired.

I sometimes want to disappear.

This will be my middle finger to the world.

This will be my middle finger to everyone.


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